In between

Residing in this “in between” space of life at the moment. 

In between knowing what I want and not wanting to do what needs to be done. 

In between wanting to cut my hair off and wanting to grow it out more. 

In between sharing every moment of my life and keeping everything to myself. 

In between healing from and dwelling in past traumas. 

In between knowing that I’m an adult but feeling like a grown ass child. 

In between being grounded in the present and being pulled away with ideas for the future. 

And I don’t know how long I’ll be here for but while I’m here I’ll just stay in between being overly joyful and overwhelmingly confused.

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Rapid Rebirth pt. 3

My daughter, Liana, arrived at 2:54 in the morning, on September 7, 2018, less than three hours from the start of contractions. According to the American Pregnancy Association, rapid labor is characterized by labor that can last as little as three hours, also known as precipitous labor. I had never heard of this term prior…

Rapid Rebirth pt. 2

“Matt, Matt, wake up. I think something’s happening,” I whispered as I hunched my nude body over the side of our bed. I was dropping in and out of reality, and riding this new awareness of sensation. I felt bones shifting, muscles contracting, and electrical impulses dancing up and down my spine. This shockwave was…

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